Saturday, October 8, 2011

I am tired =(
the sixth day i work...
hmm....i am scare of everything....
my working life is just finish work then bk hm....
everday repeat de same thing...
im feel bored of it...
I NEED SOME ENTERTAIN...
*stress*
this job is not fun and interesting...
maybe im still a beginner...
people expect me know everything once i work...
although i dunno everything, but Please respect me even i am just a trainee...
if i can do all ur job learn ur thing in 6days then u had work there for long,u should shame on urself...u can teach me but not in a command manner...
You don't respect me is ok...i am OK with it....
but please follow the company rules&regulation, if u still wanna continue work.
Don't think that i am good to bully, i have my limit and don't try to challenge it....
coz i dun wan myself to be so cruel...
after step into work field,what i knew is people is really selfish...
no people will help u if u don't know....
people scare to get into any responsibility....
people will bully if u're NEW...
people never follow the rules,this is always the problem....
hmm....i jz realize i never laugh loud loud from heart since i had start to work....
before sleep i have to think what i should do in another working day...
after wake up i have to think what did i forgot to do?
i even feel i have no value during working time....
i am useless with settle anything...
i even no time for my darl =(
sorry for that....maybe i jz still not use to it with the situation...
pls give me some time to settle all this....
thats alot thing and problem appear everyday....
i am scare >.< but i know i have to be brave....
becoz HUMAN is Selfish...
i guess no one understand my feeling now...
i only use *cry* to express my burden....
God bless me Please...
i need ur hand to help me....