kekeke...

happy moment always pass so fast....

hmm...after two days at ipoh,

felt dun wan come back kampar jor...

feel lazy to come back my busy life...

hahaha...

assignment...

class...

study...

discussion...

omg...suck...

saturday and sunday is the only day for me to relax...

i like to go back...

i miss my home...

my parents..

that for sure,is my boyfriend...

hahaha...

miss so much..

last week i go back ipoh for my new spec...

new spec...

after four year,finaly i change my spec...

becoz of some reason i change it...

this spec spend me bout rm4??

hmm...quite expensive nia...

is that sui for me??

nice??

hahaha...

now i can drive even at night....

hahaha...

i like this spec...

last saturday,i watch "transformer" wif my bf...

nice movie...for my opinion...

hahaha...

this is my first time saw so many people and

de popcorn also out of stock...

each time for 'transformer" movie all also full...

haha...

love the feel together wif him...

kekeke...

my busy life is started...

back to college life, i have to start to study hard...

add oil on my assignment...

but it seem i still very lazy to do it...

dun know why,

i feel i got a bit distance with study...

i dun even have idea on my assignment....

sometime cant concentrate when on class...

feel myself is useless...

like many thing that i haven done...

and very rush with my time...

dun have the energy to push me done everything....

i feel scare...i scare i will fail...

but this sem i promise i really try to study when i was free...

i try to force myself dont on de laptop...

try to less go out yumcha...

the time past too fast...

many thing that i haven done, is aready pass one day...

that was life....

time dont wait us...

everyday wake up in de morning...

sometime afternoon...

then attend the class...

finish class go back home..

then discussion with group members....

sometime was free....

then until midnite...go sleep...

like that...one day pass...

it was fast and dont realize...

sometime hope i can have more time to sleep,

and more time for myself....

thanks for my classmate n group members...

they always help me alot...

sometime i dont even have time spend to my dear...

sorry ya...

both of us also busy with our study...

sometime also dun have time to chat much with him...

miss him so much...

now we less meet....

less chat...

but i hope it dont affect our relationship...

we stil have saturday n sunday to meet....

but our time become less and less...

every week also wish to reach friday fast...

wish to go home...

everytime back to hometown...

then sunday dont wish to come back...

aikz....what a lazy girl...

kekeke...

but it feel good that have friends here...

haha...

pls 'lazy' far away from me...

'relationship'

what mean relationship...

there can be friend relationship...

there can be parents relationship...

there can be couple relationship...

but in every different relationship,there also have the way

to communicate...

there are always have many problem between each relationship...

why couple relationship must be so much problem??

argue...

fight...

hurt...

dissapointed...

this all also spoil the relationship...

but why still have people do all those thing??

human always like that...

somtime really dont know how to continue maintain the relationship...

im tired...

im sad...

im dissapointed...

im worth....

im moody...

dont know what to do...

who will help??

no people!!!

why people will fall in love??

why a relationship will appear so many problem??

why got argue???

suck...

love is trouble...

but sometime is sweet and warm...

i miss him..

i love him...

but the feel is different with de feel when we start...

everything is change..

i miss our memory...

i miss the time we was happy together...

i miss the time when you 'qian jiu' me...

can we turn back the time???

what a hot midnight!!

hot until i cannot sleep well...

hmmm....this few days the weather also like that...

it make us feel suffer...

even after bath,but still sweating...

lolz...

today is wednesday...

becouse now is midnight aready...

the third day that u back to kampar...

yesterday is my first day attend class...

emm...suddenly i have to know a lot of new student...

a new condition...

a new group....

a new lecturer...

a new life style...

everything like new to me...

lucky i still have friends accompany me...

i quite scare to be alone...

it dont make me feel good...

thank you for everyone who beside me...

include my boyfriend,classmate,roommate and some friends...

becouse of them,i dont feel lonely...

hehe..^^

after lazy for one year...

now back to study life...

is realy quite hard for me...

i scare i cannot follow the step...

but i will try my best to complete my assignment...

hope everything will be fine soon...

now every week,only saturday n sunday will be at ipoh...

miss home...

miss my bed...

kekekeke...

haiz...danish wireless is suck...

need to wait until midnight only can online..

boring...>.<

hope tomolo is a good day for me....

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说过的东西却做不到？

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那承诺总是自私的。。

promise always is sweet....

always good to hear it...

but...once u cant keep your promise...

it will become

horror...

hurt...

bad...

n ugly...

so dont always easy to make promise to someone...

or make promise the one that u love...

when you cant do it...

all the promise will become lie...

no people will like the feel who lie her/him...

promise will make people get hurt...

once u make the promise,

make sure you can do it then you only make the promise...

if you not sure then please dont make the promise...

dont make the one that u love feel dissapointed...

promise always make people hurt and sad..

Dont ever promise anyone...

becouse promise is hurt...

can you promise me...

dont break my heart again???

another chance i gift him...

hope he wont make me dissapointed again...

i hope he realy prove to me he was change...

haha...

finally i choose to create another new blog...

becouse...

i forgot my password...no matter how i try stil cannot sign in...

sad nia..so,i have no choice...

i really cant remember my password...

kekeke..paiseh...

hmm...dunno when i can go back kampar??!!

the class aready start,but i still haven receive my offer letter...

how am i follow the clas??

some they aready want start they assignment o...

i hope i can follow...i dont wan fail my diploma..

im very scare now...

can i follow the class??

can i join together with my classmate??

a lot of question in my heart...

but it since i haven ready for my study...

maybe i aready stp study for one year...

play until now no heart study aready...

kekeke...

but i will try my best...

hope everything is goin smooth..

everything will be fine...

everthing will be ok...

' Why do i have to be so SAD '
that is becouse i love you...
becouse i love you that why i be so sad...
today is second day we argue...
today whole day,my handphone didn appear his call or sms...
we agree to gift each other some silent moment...
again i feel dissapointed....
becouse someone who done wrong thing,
he didn mean to tam fan me....
it make me feel sad...
maybe i realy nothing for him...
maybe i dont have to be so sad...
since i control my emotion for few days...
i think continue after the few days,
i still can stand for it...
i will make myself become more brave n happy..
i dont wish my parents worry about me...
i still have my life to continue...
somemore i know he wont becouse of me,
gift up his entertain...
even argue with me he still will go out with friends...
so..maybe i should like him...
maybe after more few days,
i will back to my study life...
i have to prepare for it...
this time i will study hard...
i dont wish to let my parents dissapointed again...
this is my last chance...
i will appreciate...thank you GOD...
thank you to let me sad to make me become brave...
i should learn from this by now...
i should protect myself from the beginning...
maybe now wont so hurt...>.<
i hate myself...
i am a useless girlfriend...

(copy from old blog)