what a hot wednesday...

aikzzz...

today busy whole afternoon again...

lap the window,lap the fan...

chinese new year is getting near...

few more day to go...

sure many people is waiting this holidays...

hahaha..

many people also wait this chance to meet frens and relatif..

chinese new year is the big celebration for chinese...

many people work at outside also will go back...

this should be happy holiday for everyone...

hmm..this let me think back...

last few year,every new year my mum sure make us very unhappy...

dun knw why,every time she also wan scold people...

that few year also make us very unhappy...

dun knw wat happen to her...

so emotion...

haiz...

dun knw why suddenly jznw yao scold me...

say me every night also go out...

swt...i aready help her do everything...

but she still scold me that i dunno automatic help her do thing...

i aready try my best to do what can i do...

i even let her sleep and i start do housework first...

also dunno need how only she will stop scold me like tht...

it really spoil my mood...

i do what she also got thing to say...

then wat should i do??

why cant she understand me???

why she always blamee on me???

i aready less meet him...why when he free also dont allow me go out??

why she cant open minded??

i aready 21 year old this year...

why every time when i sem break sure she will scold me??

why she dunno appreaciate wat i do??

no matter wat i do...

she always dunno appreaciate...

i dunno i can be patient until when...

im suffer to live like that...

she want freedom,i also want freedom...

why dont she think for me??

izit she will never wrong??

and all is my fault??

i really dunno how to face her..

or she want me whole sem break also stay at home??

she also cant do that...

wat she also can scold...

even i view ppl facebook she also scold..

i really dunno wat she thinking...

haiz...im very dissapointed...

go out with fren also scold...

then my life dont need frens lo??

dunno wat to say again...

aikzzz...

tuesday again...

today wake up on 11am...

after eat the breakfast then start working...

haha..working???

help my mum make peanut cookies...

this year are not same with last year...

this year make for only as a gift for CNY...

last year we make for sell to help a church member which have cancer...

last year we make alot...

make until night...

but

this year dont want so mafan la...

hehe...

i like to eat my mum homemade peanut cookies...

it delicious than outside sell geh...

haha...but every year only have one chance to taste it...

it spend us a whole afternoon...

my mum and me also didn eat lunch...

can keep fit...

kekeke...

then night go pasar malam with joyi...

today should be go with him...

but at last,

cant make it again...concreate again...

sigh..i know he hate it...

but no choice la..

but he had promise me tomolo can finish work early

and hang out with me...

buy pant

buy clothes

do nail art

i hope is real and wont dissapoint me again...

please...

i hope tomolo is a nice day..

pray

i really not in good mood now...

hmm...i hate the feeling...

today is ur off day...

i though i can have time with u...

but now aready 7.38pm...

i also haven meet u...

i really dunno what u thinking...

today off day also think of the car...

then wanna cut hair...

i though it will be very fast...

he say that 5smthg we will meet...

but now he wanna dye hair...

need what time then we can meet??

i though im important to him...

but actualy im wrong...

im always the last one who meet him...

i hate this feeling...

do he know what i want??what i thinking??

i just wan to meet u and have more time with u...

coz once i lost the off day,then dunno when i can meet u again...

today i know i can meet u,im very happy....

but now not anymore...

i though i can fast fast do everything that mum want me to do and

then can spend time on u...

but i think seem u didn think like tht...

i hate u always do anything also without planning...

ur everything also messy...

i dont want a bf like that...

why after u working,u stil didn learn anything...

i really dont understand u!!!

everything cannot be done because of ur no planning...

i dont know i should be patient on u until when...

argue with u many times i think i have no energy anymore...

im tired of always waiting u...

now 8.47pm...

i think today i loss ur off day again...

今天天气应该还算不错。。

虽然早上下了场雨。。

但是很快有天晴了。。

到了下午就下了点毛毛雨。。

星期日

第二个星期日没和他一起度过了。。

同样这个星期也是为了工作。。

已经有三天没见到他了。。

唉。。

没有他的这几天就只好自己找节目咯。。

今天和joyi去逛boutique。。

哈哈哈。。

她一定会认为我很麻烦。。

左想右想的。。

她一个下午就买了三件衣服。。

佩服。。

我就没这个本领，

我这个人呢买东西总是要想得很清楚。。

总担心自己买了以后会后悔啦，会不喜欢啦。。

哈哈哈。。

这就是我，买东西总是犹豫不决。。

很婆妈吧。。

今天逛了一个下午才买到一件。。

可能考虑到价钱吧。。

虽然钱包有钱，自己也蛮喜欢。。

但是毕竟还是会想到心痛。。

哈哈哈。。。

除非有人买给我啦。。

呵呵呵。。

不过今天还总算有收获啦。。

新年要到了。。

哈哈哈。。

想必很多妈妈都会在家开始炸东西咯。。

嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

我家妈妈也不例外。。

前几天就为我家的铁门刷上一层漆。。

手都累死了。。

又站又蹲又跪。。

一格一格地油。。

这还是我的第一次。。

搞到满身汗。。

不过蛮好玩的。。

哈哈哈。。

今天妈妈就开始炸东西了。。

下个星期，妈妈要开始做她最拿手的。。

花生饼

我妈做的可是一流。。

很好吃。。

爱吃花生饼的人就最爱了。。

不会太松，不会太硬。。刚刚好。。

哈哈哈。。

想起就在吞口水了。。

新年可又要胖了。。

真糟糕。。

新年我来啦。。

红包 红包 红包

星期二

好啊。。今晚有夜市。。

哈哈哈。。

好久都没有去东区的夜市了。。

今天十点就被妈吵醒。。

她常常说，女生睡到那么迟像什么样。。

哈哈哈。。

但是回家真的比较舒服。。

睡得特别甜。。

一大早就跟着妈妈出去。。

嘻嘻嘻。。

出了一个下午。。

去逛boutique却什么都没买到。。

一件都没买到。。

唉。。

难道真的胖了没有漂亮的衣服？？

唉。。

等下最好不要下雨。。

嘻嘻嘻。。。

迫不急待要见到他哦。。

快点。。快点。。

哈哈哈。。

今天是二月一号。。

很快又二月了。。

靠近新年的日子又近了。。

昨天没和他去约会。。

真的难得一见。。

因为通常星期日我们都回出去。。

但是昨天一整天都没见过他。。

他又为他的工作忙。。

忙到今天才能回来睡觉。。

工作三十多个小时。。

所以今天我们也没见面。。

我想他。。

真的很想他。。

唉。。

惟有等到明天才能见他。。

平时我放假回来，

通常大部分的时间都是和他一起。。

但是这次就不同啦。。。

他要工作，陪我的时间更少了。。。

但是没办法啦。。

嘻嘻嘻。。

就让我在这段时间计划一下，

要怎样庆祝他的生日。。

哈哈哈。。。

礼物买了。。

要去哪里庆祝呢？？

头脑一片空白。。

不过在这里要谢谢一个人。。

他帮了我很大的忙。。

chee meng

他帮我edit照片。。

而且还很漂亮。。

我也好喜欢。。

不过现在还不能放在blog。。

嘻嘻嘻。。

希望他会喜欢。。