priscillatiang

2011-12-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

圣诞节

一个不愉快的圣诞节。。

原以为会开心的参加倒数派对。。

结果。。。

不愉快的事发生了。。

第一次被人在路旁大声的骂喊。。

丢脸死了。。

第一次你那么大声的对我说话。。。

一起那么久你依然不懂我。。。

我是个怎样的人难道你没搞懂吗？

每一次的吵架让我觉得很累了。。。

也许是我自私。。

我没能做到体谅你。。

越吵感情就越淡了。。

是习惯了还是我的要求越来越高了？

还是我的心已经不在他那里了？

是我变了吗？

唉。。。有时候觉得一个人好像也不错。。

我开始不喜欢交待自己的去向了。。。

我想要自由。。

做什么都不用顾虑太多。。

我只想拥有自己的生活。。

做我自己。。

2011-11-18T02:24:00.002+08:00

Working life

everyday wake up...

prepare myself for work....

until midnight jz finish work....

everyday repeat the same thing....

that was my recently life...

everyday think for working staff...

before sleep and wake up the last and first thing is to think

what i haven done or what should i do today?

that was my life....

less entertainment...

less enjoyment..

maybe i still cant find the balancing...

i still finding a way to make my life more colorful...

but how??

how to improve my performance??

how to reduce my stress???

how to make myself more alert and more efficiency???

im still leaning and learning....

i need to face different kind of problem everyday...

i wish i can handle it....

but i have no confident on it....

what to do to build up my confident??

aikzzz....

i couldn't get the answer for myself....

i just wanna shout out

'' I AM TIRED''

after that i will refresh my mind and ready to face anther day....

i may not very useful....

but at lease i am not that worse....

because every person have their own value...

My value will be appreciate some day =)

2011-10-08T11:50:00.002+08:00

I am tired =(

the sixth day i work...

hmm....i am scare of everything....

my working life is just finish work then bk hm....

everday repeat de same thing...

im feel bored of it...

I NEED SOME ENTERTAIN...

*stress*

this job is not fun and interesting...

maybe im still a beginner...

people expect me know everything once i work...

although i dunno everything, but Please respect me even i am just a trainee...

if i can do all ur job learn ur thing in 6days then u had work there for long,u should shame on urself...u can teach me but not in a command manner...

You don't respect me is ok...i am OK with it....

but please follow the company rules&regulation, if u still wanna continue work.

Don't think that i am good to bully, i have my limit and don't try to challenge it....

coz i dun wan myself to be so cruel...

after step into work field,what i knew is people is really selfish...

no people will help u if u don't know....

people scare to get into any responsibility....

people will bully if u're NEW...

people never follow the rules,this is always the problem....

hmm....i jz realize i never laugh loud loud from heart since i had start to work....

before sleep i have to think what i should do in another working day...

after wake up i have to think what did i forgot to do?

i even feel i have no value during working time....

i am useless with settle anything...

i even no time for my darl =(

sorry for that....maybe i jz still not use to it with the situation...

pls give me some time to settle all this....

thats alot thing and problem appear everyday....

i am scare >.< but i know i have to be brave....

becoz HUMAN is Selfish...

i guess no one understand my feeling now...

i only use *cry* to express my burden....

God bless me Please...

i need ur hand to help me....

2011-09-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

Holiday =)

im still on holiday mood...

recently looking at ccm's pic that take with those coursemate who are proceed to advance...

it make me miss them...

i miss the time while at kampar...

we when to class together...

we when to eat together =(

i Miss all of You...

*Good News*

i had start when to gym for 2days =)

my muscle is pain >.<

tomolo add oil...keep fit keep fit...

2011-09-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

Another Bad day =(

Actually is not that bad as i think...

im get ready to accept de fact...

Result come out....

i know i cannot graduate...

this time im not that sad, maybe i know it since from the early...

i tell myself...

is ok, never mind...i had try my best...

what should i do now is look forward for new job...

New job wanted =)

wish me Good Luck

2011-09-19T15:50:00.002+08:00

Bad day =(

Never think that it will happen to my house...

that night i lose my laptop and some money...

thief come in my house on midnight...

i and my mum dont even release it until my neighbour uncle call my mum around 6am...

the first thing while i come down, i saw my laptop had lose =(

every single part of house also had been find by the thief...

two laptop lose...

rm200++ lose

lucky those important thing like IC, Lesen and ATM card didn lose..

after that night i cant even sleep well...

i will wake up once i heard some noise...

i Miss my Laptop >.<

2011-08-25T15:20:00.002+08:00

♥Thursday ♥

考完试的第一天。。。

心情应该开心。。

但是却反而心情百感交集。。。

脱离了考试是应该开心的。。

但是这一刻只有不舍的心情。。。

生活一起了两年多的朋友。。。

从陌生到熟悉。。

我们的一点一滴。。。

生活了两年的房间，屋子和回忆。。

这都是我还没可以放得下的。。。

虽然努力的说服自己天下没有不散的宴席。。。

但是我还没可以习惯。。。

不习惯不回来的日子。。

不习惯没有大家陪吃饭，陪逛逛的日子。。

不习惯突然的改变。。

自由的鸟最终还是要飞回笼里了。。

心情当然不舍得咯。。

这几天在金宝的朋友status都写得让人忍不住眼泪。。

这之后也许大家都各散东西了。。

也不知什么时候才会有机会再相聚。。

所以大家显得特别珍惜现在有的时间。。。

同屋了两年的屋友。。

nick：谢谢你管理有方才不让我们烦水电，房主费。。谢谢你的勇敢帮我们清除蟑螂。。

joyi：以后就没多少机会你说心里话了，以后不能帮你吹头发，挖耳朵了。。

一班闹了两年多的朋友。。

ccm：谢谢你的陪伴，我们真的认识太久了。。（老朋友）

Abby：要长大了，不要老是觉得自己很丑。。其实你并没有。。以后要学会自信一点。。

Koh：谢谢你每天都陪坐在身边，谢谢你的体谅。。不要再emo了啦。。

Victor：以后不能再陪你闹了。。没有人再被我吓，被我打屁股了。。

Junhao：不要再常常睡觉了，上课要专心。。还有保养一下那个脸。。

我们都一起度过了。。

大概是时候说再见了。。

谢谢你们的陪伴。。

我会好好收起我们的回忆。。

这两年多有你们的陪伴我的生活变得不一样了。。

如果有任何冒犯请原谅我。。。

改天有时间要约出来。。

可能今年的生日不能再同一个地方同一班人马庆祝了。。

谢谢过去的生日都为我庆祝。。。

有空我会拿出来想想回忆一下。。

我拥有得比谁都多。。

因为我有你们。。。

希望大家都能找到一片属于自己的一片天空。。

寻找自己的快乐和自信。。

加油。。前面的路还很长。。

2011-08-10T22:30:00.006+08:00

♥ Memorable week ♥

long time never update my blog already...

today after see my friend's blog i feel wanna write down my mood too...

his blog remind me a lot memories...

i stay kampar for almost 3 years...

although i had leave here for 1 year...

but i still come back to here...

everything start from zero...

from the first day i step to kampar...

i met new friends...

involve in different kind of event...

learn to live dependent

learn to take care myself...

learn to stay with each others...

learn to be involve into friends...

search for own gang....

learn from each others...

learn have my own life...

FRIEND appear in my daily life...

i met a lot different kind of friends...

some come and go past by my life...

some are jz hi and bye friends...

but there always a gang of friend that accompany past through alot things...

no matter happy or sad...

WE live together...

WE laugh together...

WE eat together...

WE back hometown together...

WE gossip together...

WE ban leng leng together...

WE hang out together...

WE study together...

this 2 n half years time most of time is spend with u all....

i am happy to have a gang of friends like YOU..

while reading his blog,it really touch my heart...

remind me everything in this 2 n half years...

our event...

our group assignment members...

our BBQ...

our Magazine...

our Farewell dinner...

Today is de last day of diploma study...

no matter how much u feel don't wanna let go but u have to..

because time pass without our notices...

all the thing that happen in my life will never be forgotten...

every friend have their own characteristic and

there are always a place in my heart for them....

WE still have long journey in our life....

i hope next time while we meet we still remember each others...

hope everyone get their wishes and their dream will come true...

♥i will MISS you all ♥

it keep in my memory forever...

2011-07-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

♥星期六♥

又是另一个星期啦。。

时间总是让我觉得很多东西都还未完成。。

最近不太习惯把情绪都写在blog。。

习惯了对身边的他发泄。。

真的要谢谢他也很对不起。。。

他知道我的压力。。

所以任由我。。

压力是无形的。。

有时不懂该怎么办的时候还好有他。。

谢谢你。。

怡保现在下起雨了。。

大概忍了很多天吧。。

雨都有种酸酸的味道。。

希望这场雨能让人们凉爽一点。。

嘻嘻嘻。。

好啦，不懂该写什么了。。

拜拜。。

2011-06-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

♥星期三 ♥

文章里的浪漫爱情动人又感人。。

但是现实生活里又有多少对情侣能这样呢？

文章里的爱情总是让人羡慕的。。

现实生活能这样吗？

除非你的另一半是个浪漫的人。。

但是世界上又有多少个这样的男生。。

爱情可以让人觉得陶醉。。

但是爱情同样有每个不同的阶段。。

有多少对情侣能手牵手一关又一关的闯过呢？

热恋总是让人觉得甜蜜的。。

冷战总是让人觉得难熬。。

当都闯过了这些。。。

人还是不完美的。。

总是有改不掉的坏习惯。。

你包容了吗？

一起的时间越久就对对方要求更高了。。

不要羡慕别人。。

因为你的那个他是和别人的他不同。。

有谁不想拥有一段浪漫又刻苦铭心的爱情。。

但是事情不是你想像的那么容易。。

分分合合。。也许你以后的另一半也不是你的最爱。。

我的他啊。。

对不起如果我对你的要求高了。。

谢谢你的容忍，你的疼惜。。

感激你这三年的陪伴。。

我也许对你发脾气，对你多多要求。。

对你耍任性。。但是我是爱你的。。

习惯依赖你了。。

习惯有你的味道。。

习惯有什么事都有你在。。

习惯了你在身边。。

习惯你的一切。。

最爱就是和你一起的时间。。

即使有很多很多的时间我都会觉得不够。。

我希望我会是你将来的另一半。。

但请不要一次又一次的伤害我。。

我会累，我会痛。。

请珍惜我。。

2011-06-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

♥ Sunday ♥

♥ 星期日 ♥

今天天气很炎热。。

早上照常去教堂。。

下午出去之前睡了一个午觉。。

今天和eric的妈妈和妹妹出去吃了一个晚餐。。

这个晚餐还真早呢。。。

大约四点多五点就吃了。。。

和他的家人一起进餐真的感觉很轻松。。。

也许不是自己的妈妈。。

总觉得别人的妈妈比较明白事理。。

总觉得别人的妈妈比较会替自己的小孩着想。。。

自己的妈妈却总担心被骂。。

总担心自己哪里做不对。。

总担心会惹怒了她。。。

但她却从来没站在我这边想想。。。

总是只会数算我的不是。。

也许在她眼里我是很没用的。。

但是今天四个人这样做着一起吃东西。。

说说笑。。感觉真的很轻松。。。

至少我不用心事重重的。。

在他们面前我做回我自己。。

我喜欢今天的约会。。

加分++++++

2011-05-27T11:44:00.002+08:00

♥ Friday ♥

back to hometown....

another week pass again....

haiz....why de time pass so fast?

why cannot bk to the past?

aikzzzz....

new sem started...

busy with assignment again....

this sem we gonna deal with advertisment...

it really headache...

this year seem not a good year...

everything not going smooth...

it really make me moody...

i have no mood to do anything....

i have no mood to face anything...

sigh....

i should pray....

i hope everything goin smooth...

2011-05-16T15:18:00.002+08:00

♥ Monday ♥

college reopen already la...

but where my study mood??

it seem far aways from me...

today monday and i still at Ipoh...

because tomolo is public holiday...

so v change today class to others day...

hahaha...

lazy us >.<

this year seem to be a bad year for me...

dunno why...

haiz...everything goin not well,not smooth...

bad news, bad things, everything bad happen in my life...

i dun wan all this bad thing...

sigh...

few days ago...

my foot de nail get injured...

OMG...it was so so so PAIN...

my whole nail come out jor...

pity >.<

still have to wait how long i only can get another nail??

this 7days i still need to PAIN...

haiz...who ask my leg go bang with the wall....

happen in a unexpected situation...

the medicine is really make me PAIN...

i feel scare everything while i need to change my plaster...

my 1st time and also last time...

next time i will walk carefully...

doctor also keep mumbling that our girl like to make nail art....

bla bla bla...

my parents was no pity heart on me de...

they keep laugh on me while i explain how i get injured...

aikzzz...

dunno i can drive ornot...

jz a nail make me so inconvenience!!!!

and maybe more than one month i cannot wear high heel...

cannot wear sport shoe...

only slipper in my daily life for this comin 1 month...

Lolz....

BaD LucK PLEASE GO AWAY...

2011-05-05T16:08:00.002+08:00

♥星期四 ♥

糟糕的一天。。

心情跌到谷底。。

谁也不明白我的心情。。

不敢表露出来。。

真的糟透了。。

我该怎么办？

我是不是不该天真的以为我还有希望？

我想我该好好规划接下来的人生。。

是时候从美梦醒来了。。

我不该有那么幼稚的想法。。。

是我太傻了。。

真的心情糟透了。。

想找地方发泄。。

但是发泄后总要归去现实。。。

毕竟那是改变不了的事实。。

但是这一刻我真的还不能接受这个事实。。。

我很无助。。

我很彷徨。。

真的觉得自己是废人。。。

怎么那一点点东西都没能办好。。

我的人生要怎么过？？

2011-04-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

♥星期二 ♥

今天去了我期待已久的夜市。。

哈哈哈。。应该很久都没逛夜市了。。

吃了很多东西。。。

好饱哦。。

嘻嘻嘻。。

今天下午去了朋友家一趟。。。

因为这个星期五她要参赛了。。

所以就去三八以下。。

哈哈哈。。

其实我也不大会。。

明天星期三。。

戏院时间到啦。。

已经约好了去看戏。。

这几天过得有点无聊。。

唉。。他依旧没时间陪我。。

本来说好今天要一起去夜市的。。。

但是最后还是没有。。

又要做夜工了。。

你到底几时才不用做夜工。。

好好陪陪我呢？？

知道你忙。。

所以我就自己找节目了。。

没关系。。我会等你。。

等你有空呆在我身边。。

你没空陪我出去。。

没关系。。我还有朋友。。

还有DnA'z们陪我。。

只要你不要埋怨我没约你一起就好了。。

着希望能赶快见到你。。

唉。。

工作再忙，健康还是重要的。。

不要让我等太久哦。。

2011-04-23T18:39:00.006+08:00

♥comfortable environmental
♥

♥our room number♥

♥ dang dang...old town karaoke studio ♥

♥sing k still busy with facebook-ing♥

♥yeah...five of us ♥

use pictures to describe my activities...

recently i don't have much time to spend with my darl...

haiz....why he should work so late??

whole week 7 days also work...

everyday work more than 12hour...

what job is that...

hmmm...

i miss him ♥

hope to meet him more during this holidays...